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Monday, February 28, 2005

long posting....

ok.. i am finally back fer updates... a veri long update i think... ha... i shall have lots of spacing in between...coz kaixin say i never have paragraph la!!! haha!!~

ok.. let me start with my tuesday...
let me recall..

wat happen....

er.r...after tinking fer 15mins.. i realli cant recall wat i did tat day sia!!!! haha!!!...

oh ya.. i remember.. ok.. well... tat day finish clz at 5pm... den went dwn 2 CO room.. coz we going fer reunion dinner la.. haha!!! den reach there... den wait here wait there...den onli left at 6pm lo.. den is go Sembawang Shopping Centre there eat la.. den reach there..de shuttle bus juz gone.. so we all decided 2 walk... so while walking i gt an insect bite... haiz.. my blood too sweet.. den it swell till veri veri big la.. haiz.. den after tat... eat la.. de food quite nice~ den after eating..we went Miss Anna hse la.. she drove us 2 her hse... den so we reach first... de rest den reach subsequently lo.. den de whole hse packed lo.. den we finish watching the 9pm show den go hme lo.. reach hme... is already 1130pm le.. so tired.... den so it marks de end of my tuesday la..

den for my wednesday...hmm...wat did i do... err.... oh... finish lesson den go makan...den go do project till 3+pm den go fer sectional lo.. den after sectional.. went FC4 join Szehui they all fer dinner... coz they nv come sectional coz they oso doin project... den after tat..went back pract lo.. den finish pract... went hme.. den on de way hme... saw Peizhen frm SQSCO lo.. den i reach hme ard 11pm oso.. so tiring... and so it marks another day is over....!!!haha!!

fer thursday...lesson finish at 12noon... but i went off at 11am.. coz gt co performance la.... for the honours bazaar..... den reach co room... nobody open de door la.. so de few of us... retailate... haha!! we go off 2 eat at FC4 lo... den take our own sweet time go back... coz performance time is at 12noon... and we onli strolled back at 1145am...haha!!! den de best part is i dun have de scores at all la..haha!! so i go search high n low... and so.. in de end.. i juz perform without ani practice la.. duneven know hw they wan 2 run de score... haha!! but still nt too bad la..coz at least those songs is those damn easy 1 la... budden gt a few parts i majiam day dreaming..forget 2 change my chordS!!!haha!!! den so baichi lo de performance.... onli perform for 10mins la...den after tat.. went back co room..a while den i go find Yuxing at Nav room..den saw Gerald...haha!! den play de uno stacko tingy with them a while.. den Yuxing went off 2 do project..den mengchoo went off fer her prac.. so i makan alone at FC3 lo.. den after makan...go co room rot a while.....den went hme with Szehui lo... den reach hme.... slp like duno wat la.. den coz i nite need go church fer seminar... den when i reach church.. it is already veri pack.. so went overflow room..alone... haiz... ok..den after the thingy.. went 2 meet my other members and we had our supper lo.. den reach hme ard 1145pm... can die la.... continuous fer 3days out..till so late...

den friday...lesson... quite boring la... especially IDEAS... so lame... den release earli... den juz nice Bowei sms me.. ask me where am i.. coz he at T6 waiting fer Fongee la.. so i went over meet him..den we go de bazaar walk ard....coz he actually wanna buy someting fer his sis la.. den after tat saw amy... ha.. she is wet lo.. she gt dunk la..coz gt de dunking machine la.. den after tat.. he bought an ice-cream..den we walk back 2 T6 wait fer Fongee... den meet her le..den we go JP walk ard lo... den i saw lotsa ppl.... saw Sheila, Weilin frm SQSCO, Denny, Jinhui, Zhimao, Gary, NgeeJin, Liying.. haha!!! and tat NgeeJin... realli kpo la..haha!!! den we left at ard 7pm lo... reach hme.. 7+ lo.. den after tat.. rot ard... haa!!!

den on sat.. went 2 sch to paint banner lo... den i was late la... but when i reach.. they haven start painting.. so juz help ard.. den we went 2 makan at FC3 lo..den went back help again..den i went for percussion prac la.. den Mr Ngoh put us aeroplane lo.. never come.. wat de.. watever la.. den we pract ourselves... well.. quite satisfied with de result la..~ coz at least we did cleared up quite a lot of parts lo.. haha!!! den after prac.. went back n help paint... den in de end.. i was late going back 2 Gekpoh CO la..haha!!! den reach there onli at 655pm..den actually i have 2 be there by 645pm to open door.. coz teacher might be late... den so..in de end.. he was juz on time.. den i rush like mad..and i never realise tat i gt paint on my leg la..haha!!!den i quickly go wash lo... den Xinjie oso late.. coz she still at Far East lo...haha!!! den in de end... reach there.. rot a while.. den teacher ask me go help photocopy de scores.. den he was searching fer his money oso..coz he wan me help him buy drink..so he happily show me his IC la..haha!!! and... sat was his bday!!! haha!! so shock la..haha!! den after tat.. i went dwn with Huimin.. den Xinjie came.. den so i asked Huimin help me photocopy lo.. den i went hme first.. eat my dinner..den rush back again..den we go Gekpoh buy a small cake fer him la.. den liydat lo..haha!!! den went back hme...reach at ard 10pm lo..

den on sunday... went 2 church.. so packed la... haiz.. den after service.. went have lunch le..den i go back hme lo.. coz haven start studyin fer my quiz la.. den reach hme.. study frm 4pm-5pm..den go slp..den study again.. 630pm-730pm..den go watch tv...den study again frm 9pm-2am lo.. haha!!! so tired la.. den slp at 3am... so tired like duno wat la..

den 2day!!! finally.. is today le..haha!! meet Peile in de morning..take CO room key..den went fer clz..first lesson quiz le... den finish de quiz.. den went 2 library with Jieyan..coz i wanna print de datasheet fer RWP.. den after tat..went fer lesson....den after tat... went 2 computer lab again 2 do my gems-music appreciation presentation...do until i nearly bangwall.. coz veri tired le.. den after doing 5slides.. realli cannot take it le..so i went of.. den saw Fel, Gie, Yuxing..den went makan at FC5...halfway saw Serene la.. haha!! den ate KFC.... haiz.. there goes my money!!!and i sure 2 gain lots of pounds le la.... !!!! ha... den after tat...went hme...den saw Serene again on de train... but this time..she was with Peiying n Huilin...den after tat.... went hme..den i rot ard online..den slp la.. den finally... wake up...makan..den here i am blogging!!! haha!!! ya..think tats all le.. byebye bloggie!!!

=>long posting....<=
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Saturday, February 26, 2005

laziness.

well.. i am lazy 1 blog.. shall juz post some pics here~ let me start with a veri ugly foto!!wahahaha!!!

my excel teacher... eEeks!! dunlike him!!! dun even know wat the heck he teaching!!!wahahaha!!! so..no need too big!!wahahaha!

me n yuxing... making funny faces..

my class chio bu~ rhoda~

my another classmate~ jiaLin!!

SPCO officer in charge's daughter, Nicole~ so cutE!!!

artisTic fotOs!!!!~haha!!!

my zhi lian time la!!!.. ha.. sorry.. i noe i veri ugly.. wahahahaha!

=>laziness.<=
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2/26/2005 11:40:00 PM
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Friday, February 25, 2005

speechless...

SP SUCKS TO THE CORE!

you all might wonder why.. but once u read wat i going 2 blog.. u ppl will agree with me.

it is all about my attendence for RWP (Report Writing Presentation).. well.. for those faithful reader of my blog, i am sure u ppl read about me receiving one warnin letter earlier on, due to my poor attendence for that module. Well, i cant deny that i have skipped that lesson, coz i indeed skipped 3in a row. And in all... to date, 25Feb2005.. i have missed 4 lessons in all... in which 1 of it is being covered up by the MC i had due to my wisdom tooth. any normal student can oso count...

lets do some simple math here... this semester in all 16wks. therefore by right i should have 16 attendence taken. however, i have skipped 3. de one on MC will be rewrite as present as it was covered up by my MC. so... (13/16)x100%=81.25%. which means my attendence till nw, shld at least be 81.25% which is way higher then de freaking 75%!!

so... what does this mean?! it is either.. the teacher happily missed out my name when she takes attendence, however, i realli wish that this is not the case, or the sch happily ignore my attendence, thinking that they have plenty of money to send me warning letters. or perharps their lousy computer system is having a damn shitty problem! watever the case is, i still hate it.

this have cause me lots of troubles. why?! firstly, from my parents. both my dad n mum. well.. i can say they are veri strict parents in my studies. and they hated it when their children do badly in their studies and throw their face...as their face is damn important to them. take it for example, when in sec 1 n 2, i am a veri playful n rebellious gal i shld say. scolding vulgarities, scolding juniors, scolding teachers and getting into verbal fights with people is common things for me.... i even bang on the door and threw away my D&T work juz 2 show de teacher how "great" i could be... i even pushed a table and almost gt into a fight with a freaking indian RELIEF TEACHER who juz finish he damned NS... these are juz some past.. ha! and so, i did veri badly for my sec2 streaming but i still manage 2 get to stay in express class. however, i did nt learn my lesson. i continue 2 be de old me in sec3. however, i tried as hard 2 get gd grades... but i still get retained in sec3 as i failed my English n Combined Humanities but i score veri relatively well for my Emath, Combined Science and Mother Tongue. as for my Design & Technology, i still manage to clinge at least a C. so, of coz when i gt retained, my mum get so upset about it. to me, i am quite glad that i retained. why?! coz at least i get 2 drop my D&T and take up Amath, which is a subject that i wanted 2 take badly. and this issue causes my mum 2 feel so upset and so paiseh... ha.. and i realli hated it. and there was once, i dunwan to mention who de freaking idiot is la.. go ask my mum, " hey auntie, hws ur daughter?! gt study ma?!!" i was like, " hey u fu*king shut ur big fat mouth!! so wat u are in de first express class!? yeah yeah.. u are juz de "cream"... u will be eaten first if u are a caKE!" and my mum get so paiseh...

and when i finish my O lvl.. when i took my result.. well my result.. i am relatively veri happy with it... coz for my English, EMath, Amath, MT, Combined Science i got B3.. which is an almost impossible grade fer my English. and fer my Combined Humanities, i already have prepare 2 get F9.. however i still manage to clinge a E8. though it is nt a veri nice grade. but still i know where i stand. and guess wat... ppl are congratulating about my results.. even teachers were saying my result is relatively quite well done... but my mum... ha!! yah.. she felt so paiseh n upset when i get a E8. and she starts naggin as usual la.. well.. i dun mind her getting upset with it.. coz it is normal to feel upset when u learnt tat ur daughter gt a E8 fer a particular subject fer her Os... but... why do u have 2 feel paiseh!!~

ok.. next.. this issue nt onli causes my parents 2 get agitated.. i get agitated too.. heLLo!!! if u were me... i doubt u enjoy it.. imagine.. everyday.. back at hme.. u hear ur parents nagging abt it... and threaten u this and that... take away ur laptop... no more tv, no more late nites. ha!!! ask ani poly students who frequently online.. can they have a day without going online, will they be able 2 do their assignments n revisions n projects without burning midnite oils.. ha... i think less than a handful will tell u, yes, they can.

thirdly, if the attendence continued 2 be unmarked, and when it fails below 75%,i will be debarred frm the examination.. which means. i will str8 away fail that freaking useless module without takin the paper.. and tat means i gonna repeat this module!!! and this oso means i will have 2 waste another semester taking this idiotic module!!! if tats de case.. i would rather change course!!!!

argh.. i realli have enough!!!! yesh, i have taken actions regards this issue.. haha!! i have send an email to my RWP teacher and need her to give me a reply on wat is actually happening.. and if she dont reply by sunday, i will juz go str8 to my PTN...

i dunhave ani mood 2 blog about the past few days. i shall be back.. think on monday 2 update..coz monday gt quiz coming up la.. haiz...

and there is another thing i wanna say... i hate ppl coming 2 read my blog.. go ard telling my problem.. i dun mind u ppl read my blog.. but i juz hate it when u go ard telling ppl.. actually.. i am juz referring to someone.. and pls... dun sms me bo liao sms.. asking how am i... so hw u wan me 2 reply u?! so u are expecting someting 2 happen 2 me?! and i dun like ppl coming 2 my blog.. and tag boliao stuffs.. and i will delete it away without ani consideration! and u know who are u. i dun want 2 say ur name out.! and dun make me get so fed up with u.. and when de day come, that will mark de end of de frenship... dun try pushing your luck.. i said it and i mean it!! thankz.

=>speechless...<=
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Monday, February 21, 2005

//sunday\\monday//

my sunday.. wake up at 9am.. acutally is kana woke up by an sms by James la.. ask me help him bring madarian orange.. haiyoyo... den prepare..den rush dwn 2 cc lo.. so tired la.. coz slept quite late de nite before lah... den reach there.. Mr Ng wasnt there yet.. so we started and practice first... den after he reach..we continue with it lo.. den after tat... went 2 check de stage n stuff with Xinjie.. den went back.. have my brunch.. den after tat.. prepare fer de performance le lo.. haha!! den after performance.. actually wanna go watch I do I do with Lihua they all.. coz need 2 wait fer Xinjie fer her keyboard lesson over den go Mr Ng hse la.... but in de end never.. so we end up goin 2 Mr Ng's hse to bainian la... den after tat... went there.. reach at ard 130pm.... den we watch New Police Story2.. veri nice..haha!!! den after tat we went off at around 530pm lo.. den Xinjie went off fer her keyboard.. den i headed home la... den realise my cousins(mother side) are comin over..den we have steamboat.. again..haha!!! coz i already have a round at teacher's hse la.. den i didnt eat much too.. so i juz rot ard..den when i was packing my bag.. realise i forget do my RWP la.. haiyo..so i rush n rush la... den manage 2 complete at ard 1am la.. den slept..

den wake up...in de mornin.. so tired.. thought i was goin 2 be late.. but juz nice when i reach clz.. haha!!! den after lesson.. we went play badminton.. got me, rhoda, hanee, shufen, yenmin, huiru~ den after playing a while.. we sit dwn n chit chat la.. tok abt xiaxue..haha!! den after tat..we went fer lunch at FC3... den left ard 2pm..coz i realise i was already late fer my eye check la.. haha!! den thruout de eye check.. veri funny la.. gt 1 is check fer ani tou ji yan..den when de person take a pen come near me.. i ji tao stun..den i keep laughing... haha!! den after tat... gt this machine... well.. i ask Weiling about it.. she told me is something fer de visual field.... ok.. watever.. den is lean ur chin there.. den open ur eye as big as possible... but... my eye too small.. so she help me pull my eyelid up a bit la.. den will suddenly gt this sudden air pressure shoot out..den i keep kana stunned...den i keep goin away.. den took a lot of reading la.. haha!! den veri cham la.. especially my left eye... once i open my eye for long... den my eye start 2 tear.. haiyo.. den after tat.. she say.. i need 2 change my spec la.. coz i too long never change le.. so i go see see look look... den saw this reebok spec.. veri nice.. den in all de spec will cost me ard 200+ la.. den my mum seems nt veri interested 2 waste de money fer me to make my spec la.. watever.. haiz.. coz on de way back..she called back la.. den i told her abt it.. den she say.. why must make another one.. den start scolding me.. always online till so late.. den so late den start study.. and everyting la... den i get do fed up la... den i reach hme.. ard 430pm... den i act as if nth happen.. den after finish bathing.. i went slp la.. den slp till 845pm den wake up.... den have my dinner.. den start watchin tv la.. den everyting.. nth much interestin la.. den here i am updating my blog la.. well.. have a few pic la....

this 1 is our microbiology practical thingy.. kind of pretty..haha!! so i juz took a foto of it la...

this is me n xinjie on stage while waiting fer de performance 2 start la...haha!!

this is me n xueshi aka sushi.. haha!! we took this in microbiology lab....

this is me n de craze woman.. felisia..haha!! same... in microbiology lab... haha!! we trying 2 be funny..haha!

finally... this is me n angie li li`ai la~haha!! pretty woman lo her..haha!! same venue.. microbiology lab... haha!! i look ugly in this foto...haha!!!

=>//sunday\\monday//<=
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Sunday, February 20, 2005

\\saturday//

hurhur.. 2day.. wake up at 12+.. but was awake at 10+.. coz someone frm opto center called 2 remind me abt my appt on monday.. den suddenly de person ask my age.. whether i born in yr 1986.. whether i frm BLGPS.. haha!! den suddenly she say... "hey rongping.. i am siewling la~" haha!! den i so shocked.. haha!! den so funny la.. den i slp again.... den wake up at 12 pluz... den online again.. *no life* den after tat.. went for service.. den after tat.. meet xinjie 2 go mr lek's hse.. coz gt de qing gong yan... duHz.... den we already veri late le.. den James gang of ppl already there..walkin ard..waitin fer de arrival of de 2 of us.. but..... but.. halfway.. when we reach lakeside.. Mr ng called..ask us go back lo!!! go back gekpoh fer prac and settle the stuff..... ha... den he quite fierce on de fone la.. so in de end... we detour back.. den reach there.. he smile smile smile... haiyo.. den in de end.. we prac.. n settle de stuffs coz tml gt performance..haha!! den settle le.. prac finish le..den he drove us over la.. so funny.. den tat was already 930pm le.. haha!!but someting happen la...xinjie suddenly veri moody.. den she almost cry.. coz... someone frm her sch co pass away suddenly.. den she feel tat she veri lousy.. coz she as a chairman of de co doesnt noe abt it.. and is someone who wasnt frm co tat told her de news lo.. den she quite sad oso.. haiz... den so in de end we still went mr lek's hse la.. den reach there.. start eating... n tok ard lo..den we left at 11pm.. den de weiming power la.. haha!! bring us 2 de opposite busstop.. cross de overhead bridge.. coz he thought me n xinjie wanna take 30back 2 boonlay.. but... de pro is... we dunwan!!!haha!! but we cross over le den lihua called.. ask why we never board de bus with them since we goin 2 Harbourfront mrt station..so funny lo..den de thing is.. she nv call us str8 away when she realise we nt in de bus with them which is headin 2 Harbourfront.. she wait till she reach there le den call us.... so in de end.. we cross de overhead bridge again la.. den took de bus..den reach there..they are still there...but they takin bus frm there.. so me n xinjie, xingzuan n kaixian.. we went 2 de train station took de train back la.. den reach hme.. ard 1220am le lo.. so tiring.. haha!!! den tml have 2 wake up earli again.. coz gt performance... den maybe goin watch i do i do with lihua... and oso.. muz physco james they all also.. coz have 2 wait fer xinjie finish her keyboard lesson.. which is goin 2 end at 230pm lo.. haha!~ well. think tats all fer 2day.. aha!!! i shall go le. bye!

/// life is short... always cherish your loved ones... u never know when will they be leaving you for another world...///

=>\\saturday//<=
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2/20/2005 12:57:00 AM
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Friday, February 18, 2005

i am back

whoo..i quite long never blog le.. kind of lazy la.. haha!!! let me start from wednesday... ok.. well.. went for industrial visit... kind of fun.. but veri tiring.. but we manage 2 see lots of things la.. den after tat..went hme.. den head dwn 2 JP again with my mummi~ bought lots of things... gt a pair of shoe, 2tshirt, 1jeans....blar blar blar... within less than 2hr... i spent almost 100bucks..wahahaha!!! ok.. den went hme.. bath.. and den slp le..haha!! coz kind of tired lo..

as for thursday.. went fer RWP and gt this mock exam..haiyo.. make me even wanna slp more.. den microbio... practically day dreaming.. den IOchem... slept fer half de lesson... den have break.. went FC3 with Sushi... den after tat accompany her back 2 library den back 2 Nav room 2 find Yuxing... den actually wanna go donate blood with Gordon... den in de end is nt FEB!!! is in MARCH!!haha.. den he sms me scold me..for giving him wrong info.. haha!! den after tat.. i went Navigators room meet Yuxing den accompany her go makan... on de way met Gordon n Yusong.. then we 4 go FC4 makan... nt me.. but Yuxing n Gordon.. den saw Bowei.. so act dao 1 lo...haha!! but he dyed his hair veri stylo mylo leh~ haha!!! den after tat.. we walk back 2 our clz fer practical.. den having microbio prac.. quite fun lo... den our grp first to finish..den in de end.. we end up chit chatting with our pract teacher.. she veri funny lo..haha!! we "dig" all the story abt her n her husband sia!!~ haha!!! den after tat.. went back.. den go CO room.. saw Desmond daddy, Yinzhi, Szehui...haha!! i went there actually is wanna put labcoat onli..but in de end i stay behind n rot with them...den before that i accompany Sushi go mrt station first before i go back n rot.. den rot ard... den ah Beng came.. den Lingling came oso.. den ah Heng came oso.. den so noisy in there..den i pract till i kind of sian.. so i went off first.. reach hme... rot.. haha!!! den my cousin came... with her son.. her son is realli so cute sia!!haha!! den after tat went back... i took a bath.. and slp le..haha!! coz my mummi nagging la.. haiyoyo..

den friday. which is 2day... i skipped de morning 9am math lecture...haiyo.. den later need go tutorial la.. haha!! well.. den tats all ba.. haiz.. so boring rite?!haha!!! sorry 2 bore u ppl with my meaningless blog.. duHx.... aniway... below is my dearest Xinjie's photo!! haha!!

=>i am back<=
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2/18/2005 08:54:00 AM
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

true love

He was not handsome..But he had feelings..One day, he felt in love with a woman..A woman he really had a crush on..But he realized that he was not handsome..So he kept it deep inside his heart..He was not handsome..Knowing this, he still approached the girl he admired..Upon approaching her, he asked her name and asked for her number.. They came into contact with each other..The guy was happy and he felt nice talking to the lady..He was not handsome..He had to remember this all the time..He knew he couldnt say out his wish to the lady..However, one day, he took up the strength to call that lady..When he was about to pick up the reciever, the phone rang..It was her..His crush...His lady of his dreams..She asked him out on that night..There was no reason for him to say NO..That night, they went to a restaurant..for dinner..He was not handsome..This was proven to him at that night..When the lady told him that she had a crush on a guy..He was crushed into pieces by his own crush..but he didnt say a word..He knew it..He was not handsome...He was not handsome..and he knew he wont get his girl of his dream..So he intended to help the lady out..He took the lady to the guy whom she had a crush on..After a week, hesaw the lady dating with the guy..He knewthat there is no more hope for him..He was not handsome..and this made him loose his love..He just kept his feelings deep inside his heart..But it was okay for him..as his love was happy with the guy she loved..He was not handsome..but maybe his powerful love brought his lady back to him..One day, the lady came all the way crying to him..She said to him that she lost her virginity and the guy dumped her..She was all in tears and didnt know where to go..He was not handsome..but he loved her..He wiped the tears off the lady and gave a warm hug..The lady felt the warm feel gush through her nerves and touch her heart deep inside..She realized that this is her true love..He was not handsome..but he found his love finally..and he was happy

p/s: looks are not really the most important thing in love..Consider the feelings of the ppl around you..You might just findthat true love of yours..He may not be handsome..but he might love you more than anyone could ever love you.. and that is greater than some handsome idiots who doesn't love u.

=>true love<=
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2/16/2005 10:30:00 AM
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do they have a choice?!

Dear Mommy,

I am in Heaven now...I so wanted to beyour little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened.I was so excited when I began realizing my existance. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place.I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping. Even from my earliest days,I felt a special bonding between you and me.Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you.Sometimes you would yell or scream,then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much.One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy.That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean Monster came into that warm,comfortabl eplace I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me.Maybe you never heard me.The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, "Mommy,Mommy, help me please! Mommy, help me." Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore. Then the monster started ripping my arms off. It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying. I knew I would never see yourface or hear you say how much you love me.I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had somany plans to make you happy. Now I couldn't, all my dreams were shattered. Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heartbreaking, above all.I wanted more than anything to be your daughter.No use now, for I was dying a painfu ldeath. I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't knowthe words you could understand. And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead. I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone.The angel took me away to a wonderful place. ThenI was happy. I asked the angel what was the thing was that killed me. He answered, "Abortion. I am sorry, for I know how it feels." I don't know what a bortion is, I guess that's the name of the monster.I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful.It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die.Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster.Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did. Please be careful.

Love,Your Baby Girl

PRO CHOICE??? DO YOU THINK THESE BABIES CHoOSE TODIE???

=>do they have a choice?!<=
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2/16/2005 10:22:00 AM
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

nth much

nth much 2 update about 2day.. suddenly gt moodswing..yeah... practically in sch studyin the whole day.. boring.. sian.. haha!

=>nth much<=
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2/15/2005 10:16:00 PM
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my V day....

acutally... wanna blog before de day end..haha!! but... was busy mugging my CPPB... den in de end..forget all about de time..haha.. shall take a rest now.. since i already finish half of de 1 chapteR!!! haha!! can u believe it.. tml.. quiz.. onli 1 chapter... but till nw i haben finish... onli manage 2 finish my Gas Laws... and my Solution Laws are going no where... haha..and fer my Gas Laws.. i haben even try de tutorial.. whOo.. nice leh!!haha!!!! keke...

well.. my day... actually 2day quite tiring.. coz slept at 3+am ystrday..wake up at 630am 2day.. den after tat.. go lesson.. manage 2 stay awake fer all de lessons.. den hab CPPB practical lo.. so tiring.. den finish sch at 1pm... den went FC3 makan with de clz... it have been so long since we gather 2gtr such a big grp n have lunch again... miss de times tat all of us go everywhere n eat together... after eating.. den we start talkin lo..haha~ den went back at 230pm..

den reach hme...at ard 310pm..den online.. change de blogskin for uncle Chew again... coz de previous 2 tat i change... he dun like... so mafan... coz of de changing of de blogskins.. lookin thru de html.. make me wanna slp..haha!! so.. done with de change..and off 2 slp... slp frm 430pm-7+pm..wake up..makan... den actually wanna wake up at 530pm..to start my mugging..haha!!! but i fail 2 wake up....

den start my studyin all de way till 845pm...den go buy highlighter...and oso..transfer money la.. haiyoyo... den after tat.. reach hme.. mug agian.. wat a great VALENTINE'S daY ya?!haha!!! budden..thankz 2 Xinjie.. she realli funny lo..send me a sms..

i love u. i love u for the things u say, for calling me the way u do, for the looks you give me, for the hugs n for the jokes. i love u coz its u. thanks for the love. i love u. waHaha! happie valentine (^^)

and actually..i firstly thought tat onli Felily will do this..haha!!! but...saw de name~haha!!! funny her lo..haha!! but please ar..haha!! we are nt lesbians... duHx....haha!!! -_____-"!haha!!! she is juz damn so cutE!!haha~ okok... one of my bestie in CO~ haha!!! and de ting is... ppl thought she is my SISTER!!Wahahaha!!!~

ok.. i shall post her foto up here in my blog with risk!!!haha!!!~ shall post it up.. tml..haha!! coz duno who take away my infra port....den nw cannot send her pic frm my fone 2 com..haiyoyo...

haha!! ok.. think i shall stop my bloggin le..haha!! shall go take a rest.. n den start mugging agian..haha!!!~

=>my V day....<=
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Sunday, February 13, 2005

sick..?~!

haiz.. 2day..suppose 2 go fer choir duty.. but.. i cant get off de bed..coz suddenly gt this pain on my back.. tat causes me 2 stay in bed fer another 40mins.. and i was awake.. haiz.. and so.. i was late fer choir duty... den in de end i nv go.. coz.. even sneezin oso will pain...haiz..den so.. after svc.. went makan with cell grp.. oh yah.. forget 2 mention.. my dearest cell grp member Jonathan.. he is so sweet lo..haha!! he bought every single one of us a valentines' gift~ so funny lo him..haha!!! yeah.. but still muz thank him sia~haha!!! and oso.. today is RHODA's and JONATHAN's BIRTHDAY!!! happy birthday 2 the 2 of u!!!!haha.. well.. so 2day.. after service.. went 2 makan with cell grp.. oh yah.. i mention le hor.. hehe!!! stm la...haha!! so... after eating.. i went back home.. coz i feeling nt quite well.. so reach hme.. online awhile.. slept again at 430pm.. den actually wanna wake up at 530pm....but.. i slept till like around 630pm den wake up..so in de end meet Xinjie, Jiaxin, Huimin at 8pm instead..coz Huimin will be hme late la...so.. meet them le...den go Huimin's hse..den we rot a while till 10pm..den go hme.. so here i am blogging... and de pain on my back.. is still there.. haiz... den juz nw eat dinner oso no mood.. went Mac makan with my daddi.. den eat half onli den i dunwan eat le..haiz.. so hungry nw... n tired.. think gonna slp soon la.. haiz.. aniway.. before i leave.. i wanna wish all de ppl out there a veri

Happy Valentines' Day~!!!

as for those who are still singles.. go for de one that u are aimin!!!! jiayou!!! and those without targets... spent ur day off well with ur close frenz lo...haha!!!!!!~~ as for those couples... dun make those singles jealous la!!!haha!!!! sad case.. i shall spent my valentines' day... alone.. STUDYING fer CPPB!!!haha!!! sad case ya~ haha!! i wanna watch movie..haha!! anione wanna watch?!!!haha!!! k.. enough of crapz.... bye!!!

bye bloggie...

=>sick..?~!<=
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2/13/2005 11:18:00 PM
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Saturday, February 12, 2005

saturday... 4thday of lunar new yr.

well.. juz wake up... haiz.. cham le...everyday this time den wake up..haiz... well...ystrday nite finish watch freaky friday... oh man!!! they rocKs!!!haha!! so funny n cute de story..and oso... so sweet de ending..haha!! well.. den... nw already 1219pm..and i am meetin Peile 125pm at Lakeside..haha!! coz going Mr Lee hse... which is at ANG MO KIO!!!! haha!!!~ so far... den 2nite goin 2 meet Joanne, Sheila n Xinjie go bainian~haha!!! kkk... think i am kind of veri late ya?!haha!!! kk.. think i go prepare le..bye bloggie!~

=>saturday... 4thday of lunar new yr.<=
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2/12/2005 12:19:00 PM
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Friday, February 11, 2005

3rd day of chinese new yr...

2day.. is de worse day..haha!! slept till 1230pm...wake up.. online.. rot.. den watch vcds again... haiz.. so boring.. actually goin 2 boss hse.. but in de end never coz ystrday Jiewei say they might be comin over...haha..den in de end..never.. so in de end..rot at hme... so.. here i am blogging...wat a boring day..haiz.. siansian... den finish watching 50 first dates 2day.. veri nice... de guy inside.. he is so damn sweet.. he is actually a "flower flower" guy... er...haha!! always lookin fer fling in de island he is living in... and one day he saw this lady... who realli capture him... haha~ and they hit off real well.. and even plan 2 meet fer breakfast de nxt day.. but de nxt day.. de lady dun remember him..coz she have short term memory..and her memories fer tat particular day will den be erased everynite when she slp...due 2 a car accident 1 yr ago.. and the guy was then told abt the past of this lady.. and he did real lots of tings everyday... juz to help de lady... and they eventually fell in love... but de lady onli have 1day kind of memory..so she jotted dwn all the days tat she had spent with de guy.. and one day..we woke up..she read thru again her diary... and she decided 2 break off with this guy as she dunwan this guy 2 suffer fer her.. everyday tryin his veri best juz 2 make her fell in love with him... and eventually de guy left de island coz he wanna gt on with life again... but in de end... the lady's dad gave him a tape.. with a song.. with a meaning.. haha!! hinting the guy tat actually her daughter remembers him... but nt the thing tat they did... den he quickly went back n find the lady..and they gt married... and even had a child!~ and the guy will everyday put a tape at de side of de bed.. and de lady will watch it when she wake up.. and he will remind her everyday on de things... so sweet lo tat guy... he is realli de one that every gal will realli wanna wish for...haha!~.. yah. tink tats all fer this postin ba..haha!!! bye bloggie!

=>3rd day of chinese new yr...<=
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2/11/2005 08:38:00 PM
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second day of new yr..

well. 2day wake up.. prepare... den meet xinjie go PS meet James they all... den reach le.. den we decided 2 go Cineleisure watch movie instead.. so we took a bus.. 2 Cine... den watch...Electra... coz there dun have i do i do... den watch le.. go walk ard.. den Lihua went off first.. den de rest of us walk back 2 PS.. coz Jason wanna play de arcade... drum thingy...den went back..see them play..haha!! so funny.. den after tat.. me n Xinjie went off.. coz Xinjie tml gt sch.. den have 2 go hme earlier 2 finish up her hmewk.. den after tat.. we all went off lo..den reach hme.. ard 920pm.. den watch Qian Ji Bian 2... veri nice... n de story veri sweet n funny lo.. haha!! den juz finish watchin.. decided 2 blog.. haha!!! yeah.. but i lazy la.. juz overall blog la.. so sian.. nth 2 do.. tis yr new yr.. realli.. haha!!! never realli go bainian lo.. everyday go out.. rot.. wat a great new yr...haha!!! lame... monday sch reopen le.. tats kind of sian la.. so fast.. haiz.. den tuesday gt quiz.. haiz... monday... finish sch so earli.. no where 2 go.. boring.. haha!! anione wanna go out?!haha!!! watch movie?!haha!! haiz.. boring.. think shall watch another vcd before i go fer my bed!haha!!! yeahyeah~~ bye bloggie..

----maybe.. i shld nt have be holding on 2 it... maybe.. i shld juz let it go... i duno... tell me wat to do... i realli have no idea... i hate myself for being so foolish... *gone with de wind*----

=>second day of new yr..<=
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2/11/2005 01:34:00 AM
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me!!wahahhaa!

juz trying 2 be funny~whahahaha!! yeahyeah.. trying 2 zhilian again.. crazy.. haha!!!~

=>me!!wahahhaa!<=
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2/11/2005 01:27:00 AM
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Thursday, February 10, 2005

fotos..

my 2 er... nephew?! haha!! my xiao shu's sons!!! they so cute!!!!~

this is de elder 1 la... he veri guai 1 lo.. so cute!!!haha~!!

this is de younger 1... he ar.. keep crying.. whenever we open de door.. he will start crying.. veri cham..haha!! but he veri cute oso.. when we take his photo.. den show him his own foto.. he will keep smiling lo.. so cute!!!!

=>fotos..<=
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2/10/2005 01:34:00 PM
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first day of lunar new yr...

ysterday.. woke up at 930am.. prepare myself.. den set off 2 my grandma hse.. reach there... we are always de one 2 reach first... coz my mum always go there help cook..haiz.. den after tat... i go watch tv la.. watch n watch.. den fall aslp.. haha!!! den after tat... my GuGus.. all come le..den i wake up... den after a while.. went 2 the Dawson Shoppin Centre.. with my Dagu... den we sit at this cafe n had a Ice Blended Vanilla... den after a while.. we went back la.. den de whole day.. i sit ard... watch tv.. so boring.. haiz.. den at ard 730pm..was suppose 2 meet Sheila.. but i have 2 take family foto.. den bo bian... have 2 wait..den so..i was late la.. den my cousin drove me 2 Jurong Entertainment.. coz he wanna go out oso..haha!!! den reach there ard 8..den we go sing lo... sing n sing... den YuanRong came with his fren 2 join us oso.. den de 2 of them... so de quiet at first.. keep dunwan sing..den me, Sheila, and Sheila's fren...err..i forget her name le.oops!!!... we keep singing la.. den halfway thru.. Yuanrong disappear to duno where.. sms him call him.. all no reply... duHz... den so.. his fren veri ke lian.. alone...haha!! den after a veri long time.. .den Yuanrong appeared again.. den after tat.. their turn 2 sing... den we 3... rot... den Sheila's fren... veri high sia~ keep lalalala away.. den keep sing Alex Toh's Tuo Diao... haha!! den we sing n sing till ard 1+am...den Sheila's fren have 2 go hme le..so we go settle de bill.. haiz.. de bill.. nearly make all of us faint... $202.70... they charges us 6 ppl la..but we onli gt 5 ppl... actually is 6 la.. den Joanne last min can come.. so in de end... bo bian lo.. den de most paiseh thing is... we nt enough money lo... den de 2 guys... go withdraw money.. so paiseh... haiz.. den they withdraw even more money juz fer us, de 3 gals 2 go hme... so paiseh tat time lo.. haiz... realli duno wat 2 say oso... sad case... haiz.. realli lo.. but den... thruout de singing session.. keep laughin like mad la.. haha!~ Yuanrong n his fren.. both singing nt bad la~ den Sheila n her fren oso.. den they so funny lo..haha... den in de end.. ystrday... de 3 of us took cab hme..den de other 2 guy.. they walk back hme lo.. coz they live near JE... den so we sent Sheila's fren hme first...den Sheila.. den me lo.. den reach hme.. my mum still awake..ha~ den she start 2 nag.. say i sing till so late..haha~~! den after a while..den i buay tahan le..den fell aslp..wahahahahaha!!! because.. de next day... which is 2day la!!! i have 2 go out again.. with James gang of ppl.. and oso Xinjie la~ goin watch I do I do at PS~ yeppiE~ haha!! so lame.. yeayea!!!! so i better go prepare nw.. kind of late le.. meeting Xinjie 215pm..at our hse busstop...and James they all at 330pm at PS~haha!!! lalalalala!! my first movie of de yr~ haha!! crazy...

=>first day of lunar new yr...<=
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2/10/2005 12:25:00 PM
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feel veri bad.. haiz..

well.. i kind of lazy 2 blog..juz gt hme.. 30mins ago.. feel veri bad la..haiz.. went kbox... den sometings happen.. haiz.. shall be back tml n update abt my first day of Lunar New Yr..haha!! bye!

=>feel veri bad.. haiz..<=
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2/10/2005 03:08:00 AM
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Wednesday, February 9, 2005

monday,tuesday,wednesday,thursday,friday,saturday,sunday!!

haha!! wat a lame topic.. haha!! ok.. monday.. wake up at ard12noon...realise tat i am going 2 be late fer CO le.. haha!! so quickly prepare..in de end i earli.. ha!! so i sit dwn infront of de com..start playing.. and de next moment i look at de clock.. it is 1pm.. so i hurried out..den reach sch.. 145pm.. den reach there..all still haven start..so go buy burger... coz i hungry.. Szehui went with me..we wore de same shirt wor~haha!! den after tat went back..have practice.. den go de army camp.. den quite fun la.. haha!den on de way there.. Szehui keep kana suan..den reach there.. den when doin de admin work fer entry.. was playin with my daddi Desmond n Szehui.. den i stuff papers into his mouth..ha!! den he revenge.. by pushing de paper back 2 my mouth... and.. all thankz 2 him.. my gum bleed...haha!!! den after tat.. surrender my fone.. sob.. coz camera fone la..haha!...den after tat..went in..prac a while.. den we rest in this aircon room..den we keep physco Szehui play BumbleBee.. ohman..she realli play lo!!!! so fast!! argh.. i almost faint..haha!! but she onli know 1 of de hand.. but i forget which side le.. is de veri fast part la.. ok.. watever.. *fast forward* den ate FRIED RICE AGAIN!!!haha... den Marleen keep asking wat is "SM"~haha!! i jitao pengz lo.ha!!! den Steven keep sayin.. "marleen... come.. i show u.." haha!! kana lengz tio lo..haha!!den go perform lo.. den so lame lo.. halfway thru.. gt ppl sing bday song.. so loud somemore.. den still gt ppl YAMSENG!!! till majiam there is no ending.. den almost whole song.cant hear.. onli hear de YAMSENG!!haha!! but funny lo.. haha!! den after tat.. we go back de room n rot.. den go back sch.. on de way back.. kana li siao by Steven.. come sit beside me.. tok 2 me.. majiam i is those zhi bi zhen..den dun like tok.. make me so paiseh.. duno wat 2 say oso.. den after tat.. they li siao Szehui..ha!!! den duno wat yi li.. ban li..haha!! so lame.. laugh till i pengz lo.. den somemore... still gt Desmond n Steven act those SM thingy..wahaha!!! so funny.. and my daddi kana eat tofu by Steven..haha!! den somemore.. Szehui wanna see Desmond nude foto!! Wahaha!! a lot of rubbish la..haha!!! den still gt Yinzhi the big bird..wahahaha!! den reach sch ard 1030pm... den settle dwn..den went back hme la.. reach hme... ard 1115pm lo. so tiring..haha!! but still online.. haha!! play play play till 2am plus.. den happy le den go slp...

den 2day morning..wake up.. 730am....prepare..den go back secondary sch lo..haa!! so lame lo..de sch.. n UGLY!! they painted de sch blue..haiz.. den went up..see de concert.. so noisy lo..den i saw someone.. MR SAZALI!!!! haha!! he is back in JYSS teachin again...haha!! den after tat.. we go find our teachers la.. den he saw me.. den he stared at me..den he smile..den come shake hand with me wish me happy new yr!!wahaha!! den he say... "hey... i remember u!!! i teach u b4 rite!?" haha!! at that moment i was so happy lo.. he remember me!!! tat time i was onli sec2 when he taught me.. which is almost 5yrs ago!!haha!!! den after tat.. saw a lot teachers.. gt Miss Wong WD, Mrs Tan JK, Mr Michael Lau, Ms Jenny Loh, Mr Lum WK, Mrs Tan SW, Mr Lim HB, Miss Lee NF, Mrs Tan EK(de least i wanna see... all thanks 2 her.. JYSS badminton become liydat)...
den chatted with Ms Jenny Loh, Mrs Tan SW, Mr Lum WK~ haha!! even took foto with Mr LUM!!haha!! den he sae his baby is coming within these few days!!! and oso.. Ms Jean Ng.. her baby..born le!! but never manage 2 take a look la.. coz she never come out.. den oso... realise tat Ms Jenny Loh getting married these yr!! whOo!! Pretty Bride~haa!! and we want her invite us 2 de wedding dinner!haha!! but in de end she nv..haha! but... she invite us 2 her church ceremony la~haha!!! den oso.. someting i veri happy..haa!! she REMEMBER my nAME!!haha!!! out of all de ppl..haha!! she saw me..den str8 away call my name!! so happy!!!whahaha!! den after tat.. take dwn Mrs Tan SW number oso lo.. den after tat.. we all went off le.. coz not much ppl in sch le..haha!! den so.. after tat.. i went hme... den go eat Mac breakfast with my real daddy!!haha!! den go rent some dvds n vcds lo.. den after tat.. halfway.. my mum come hme..den start clearin de hse.. den after tat.. finish watchin 1 of de vcd... Wishing Stairs.. a bit sad la de story..but... de story.. i mean de movie.. veri messy.. no story line.. actually.. till nw i still dun understand wat de movie is tokin abt in some parts.....haha!!.. den after tat.. rot a while...den veri tired..and i fell aslp!!haha!! den after tat..wake up.. eat tuan nian fan...this yr..without my brother..coz he go HK... with his sch..haiz.. so gd.. den juz eat normal lo.. no steamboat..den after eating.. start rot ard.. play games... den watch tv.. den online.. everyting la..haha!! den tink.. tats all le ba.. haha!! shall go rest le.. tml have 2 wake up kind of earli... go my grandma hse!!!haha

=>monday,tuesday,wednesday,thursday,friday,saturday,sunday!!<=
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Tuesday, February 8, 2005

fotos...

All the above are my teeth!!!haha!!!~~~!!! gross ar!!!haha!!!

well..he is my fave teacher(Mr Lum Wai Kit) in secondary sch..haha!!! actually de photo gt me oso.. but i too ugly in de foto.. so i cut away!!WAhahahaha!!!! yeah!!!!
he is my social studies teacher la.. haha!! always suan me 1.. but still he is gd la.. but... i still fail his subjecT!!!haha!!! these few days.. his baby will be comin out le!! haha~ sorry.. was crappin away..

shall be back later n blog abt ystrday n 2day la.. haha!!! bye....

=>fotos...<=
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2/08/2005 11:44:00 PM
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a meaning post.. taken frm szehui's blog....

what is love??? here's the real answer..For all you people who say, "I love you" when you have no clue what love is exactly!!!Something to ponder upon...

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest??
-It isn't love, it's LIKE.
You can't keep your eyes or hands off ofher/him??
-It isn't love, it's LUST.
Are you proud, and eager to show her/himoff??
-It isn't love, it's LUCK.
Do you want her because you knowshe's/he's there??
-It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.
Are you with her/him because it's what everyone wants??
-It isn't love, it?s LOYALTY.
Are you with her because she/he kissed you,or held your hand??
-It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.
Do you stay for her/him confessions of love,because you don't want to hurt her/him??
-It isn't love, it's PITY.
Do you belong to her/him because the sight of her/him makes your heart skip a beat??
-It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.
Do you pardon her faults because you care about her/him??
-It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP
Do you tell her/him every day she is the only one you think of??
-It isn't love, it's a LIE.
Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for his/her sake??
-It isn't love, it's CHARITY.
Does your heart ache and break when she's sad??
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you cry for her/his pain, even when she's/he's strong??
-Then it's LOVE.
Do her/his eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts??
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her/him??
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you accept her/his faults because it's apart of who she/he is??
-Then it's LOVE.
Are you attracted to others, but stay with her/him faithfully without regret??
-Then it's LOVE.
Would you give her/him your heart, your life,your death??
-Then it's LOVE.

Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so,why do we love?
Why is it all we search for in life?
This pain,this agony?
Why is it all we long for?
This torture, this powerful death of self?
Why?
The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE. It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it wish to experience it and share it with others as well.

Pass this to all your friends so they don't make the same mistake with their LOVE LIVES!!
I like the dreams of the future better than the history of the past...
Love hurts our feeling, but it's also the reason our soul heal...

=>a meaning post.. taken frm szehui's blog....<=
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Sunday, February 6, 2005

posting...

finally.. holiday is here... but.. ha.. i tink.. my this 1wk holiday.. goin 2 be a packed week.. well.. monday.. goin back 2 sch... haiz.. coz gt performance.. so sad.. coz my clz ppl goin 2 sentosa!! a place tat i wana go so badly..haiz.. den like tat.. my whole day will be gone.. den tues.. mornin.. going back 2 JYSS... go see see look look.. den wed... CNY 1st day.. sure go my grandma hse... den i sure rot there.. think i shall bring my laptop over n play worms!!haha!... and oso watch vcd/dvd on my laptop~ha!! so...there goes my wednesday... den thurs..... most probably goin out lo.. with James they all go sing ktv.. haha!!! so.. another day gone... den friday... still planning.. den saturday.. SPCO tuan bai.. haha!!!! den sunday.. go church... ha!! there goes my holidays... diaOz..

den school will start le.. den 1st day.. is 14th Feb 05... which means...

VALENTINES' DAY

so.. hw shall i spend my valentine day leh...lesson till 1pm.. den nth 2 do le... haiz.. life is so boring.. haha!!! what de.. so boring lo.. *singles are so kelian!!!*wahahaha!!! siao ehz... haha!!!~

anione out there wanna date me out?!

wahahaha!! BHB... haha!! i will be more den happy 2 go out!!yeah!!haha!!! so sian...haha!!! so anione out there?!haha!!~juz a lame 1..haha!!! whOo..

idiot lo.. haiz.. nw chatting with my clz ppl.. bth.. wanted discuss class outing with them..den suddenly they say wan come my hse bainian.. so i agree.. but.. on 1 condition.. no angbao.. den they start sayin.. no angbao.. rather go other place got angbao.. haiz..wat de.. deep dwn in my heart i actually kind of angry lo.. coz.. if it is goin 2 be a clz comin.. that will means ard 20 ppl.. if all turns up.. den my mum goin 2 broke... haiz.. suan le la.. shall forget about it.. i be de kind soul open up my hse.. let them play.. and yet i get this in return.. wat de.. why so money-minded 1 lo.. i mean.. like.. CNY.. is a time 2 realli do some catch up.. and nt be so money-minded about de angbaos lo.. haiz.. think nwadays.. youngsters realli distorted the idea of giving angbaos..haiz.. realli upset with what they say oso.. and can u imagine it.. it is my close fren... tat say it.. well.. haiz... Yuxing.. i noe... u will read my posting.. haha!!! but for sure.. i nt sayin u~ at least u are 1 of de enthu ppl agreeing with it 2 come my hse~ thanks ar!!! =p

haiz.. think i shall end here le la.. wat the.. i blog this post fer an hour.. haiz.. haha!! coz i post de front part a bit den stop..den come back continue blogging ba~!!haha!!! kk.. aniway.. wanna wish all the ppl a veri veri happy chinese new year la~ takecare!!!

=>posting...<=
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2/06/2005 10:51:00 PM
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Saturday, February 5, 2005

stiches finally gone...

whOo!! my stitches!!! finally remove..!!haha.. ok.. ystrday... went 2 sch.. was earli for lesson but late meetin Wendy.. return her de money.. den after tat.. went fc 5 withdrew money to pay fer clz notes first.. haiz... be treasurer veri suay 1.. haha... den after tat.. slowly walk 2 clz.. den went in.. realise i am de first few 2 reach.. den have lesson.. haiz.. realise i miss a lot lesson le... coz of de mc... den after tat.. went tutorial.. den after tat.. went fc2 makan with de guys n Xueshi..den halfway.. Casper came...den i so excited.. den i hitted Xueshi and told her.. hey!!! tat ghosT!! den she immediately know wat i was tokin abt.. den all thanks 2 my clz Desmond.. becoz he came over..den tok 2 Desmond... den Desmond intro him 2 us..coz he saw me..den Casper ask us whether wanna buy anot..den we all decline lo.. den after tat.. they say.. Salleh oso gt 1 stack.. den he say.. oh yah hor... den he said bye 2 us.. den after tat Desmond say.. hey!! comeback.. maybe still gt ppl still wanna buy frm u onli leh~den Casper come persuade me n xueshi 2 buy..den Xueshi dun want 2 talk... haha!!so i reply him lo.. whahaha!! so excited!! den i keep say dunwan lo..haha!! den he went off after tat... haha!!! den actually wanna go queensway shopping with them.. but Xueshi last min say wanna go town with buddy clz ppl.. so in de end.. we went town..haha!!! den went le.. go makan at lucky plaza.. den walk walk.. den after tat go 2 Wisma.. den walk until we veri sian.. especially me n Desmond(de one frm buddy clz).. den actually wanna go off 2 see other stuff ourselves.. but in de end nv... den after tat... i went off... to go meet Candice~.. den we went Topshop..saw a few veri nice clothing.. but kind of ex..ha~ dun feel like wasting my own money.. decided 2 wait fer a day ask my mum bring me go~haha!!! den after tat we went to Far East.. den become Candice shoppin..haha!! den i bought a band.. den after a while.. Xinjie called.. so.. we went back 2 Orchard MRT n fetch her.. den walk 2 cold storage bought dinner.. den quickly rush to AH with Xinjie.. den Candice went off 2 buy some stuffs first... den i was veri late fer my appointment..den mum called n nag... den after tat.. i called them..nobody answer me... den i called their main line.. den they ask me call de emergency HP number.. den i called.. den this lady veri nice.. helped me lo.. haha~~ she help me call de dentist and check..den she called me back..told me.. if i come b4 7pm..den confirm can.. if after..den no guarantee le.. so me n Jie quickly rush there lo.. den reach there.. i run n run.. den Jie behind me walk quickly.....haha!!! den reach there.. i veri kan jiong..haha!! den reach there.. den sweat like mad.. den went in after ard 5-10mins waiting.. when i went in.. i saw this veri big sryringe on de tray.. den i tio stun.. haha!!! den i sit dwn unwillingly..den when the dentist was about 2 start..she saw my shirt.. den she ask.. wah~ ur shirt.. is wat 1..haha!!! coz i wearing the SPCO shirt.. well..is de black 1 la..den de side is de chinese wordings lo..haha!! den she start help me remove de stiches... no pain la.. but veri itchy.. haha!! den can feel de stitches bring remove...haha! den after tat.. de dentist suddenly take the sryinge...i ji tao..haha!! den i "huh?!" haha!! so funny..den de dentist say.. "ur wound there.. there will still be a bit of gap lo so..u juz use water.. and spray at it la..den de food will come out le..." haha!! at de moment of time.. i realli kana stunn..haha!!! and also veri relieve!!haha!!! den so... after tat..dentist say.. u have 2 more wisdom tooth 2 pluck...den i was like.. oh.. no..haha!!! 2moore... so.. 1more wk of no food.... but fer nw.. i can still wait lo..haha!! so... haiz.. den after tat we go finish up de food.. den she accompany me go back school for co den reach there... prac a while.. den go home.. haha!! alot of them thought Jie is my sisteR!...haha!! so funny.. den after tat we went home lo... den reach hme.. online again.. den after tat slp..

den today wake up at 230pm!!ha! can u believe it?!haha.. den wake up..den suppose 2 go sch help with banner painting.. but i was veri tired.. and for unknown reason..my right shoulder is hurtin me like duno wat lo..den oso.. thinkin if i go.. reach there..4pm..den a while later i need 2 leave le..coz i meeting Jie at 6pm..so in de end never go.. den after tat.. meet Jie go co.. den rot lo.den juz gt hme.. boring..haha!!!

=>stiches finally gone...<=
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2/05/2005 11:14:00 PM
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Friday, February 4, 2005

in sch...

now in sch la.. so borin.. having mathcad lesson... so bo liao.. haiz... went cell grp ystrday... well.. is go make up cell grp.. ha!! den saw Ashley n her fren, Wilson.. de 3 of us all use Panasonic X70 sia..haha!! den we put de 3 fone together.. majiam selling...haha... den after cell grp de few of us took de train all de way back from BEDOK!!! ha... so tiring... den reach hme at ard 1130... den have my hair cut!! yah.. again!!haha!~~ but.. now in sch.. no 1 realise i cut my hair!!!! haiz.. so saD!!!!!!! haha!!! ok.. maybe coz nt veri obvious?~haha!! watever... veri slpy.. ha!!!

=>in sch...<=
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2/04/2005 10:10:00 AM
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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

messy...

well.. my mind is in a mess nw.. ha!!! why?! because.. i realli wan 2 change course.. yes.. realli.. call me stupid call me dumb.. yesh i noe. but.. i realli wan.. haiz.. maybe i am juz nt someone who can excel in real studies of science... ha!! call me lucky..call me blessed as i am able 2 enter CLS of SP.. coz.. i failed my science in my primary sch dayz.. but.. it is realli so miracle tat i pass durin PSLE n score a reasonable grade for my O lvl oso.. ha... maybe coz i old le. gets lazier..ha.. dunlike 2 study le..haha!!! i am juz a plain lazy gal... haiz.. watever u call me.. i duno.. arGh!!!! tml.. gt microbiology quiz.. and yet.. i touch nth..but juz a small diagram.. tats all.. and nw.. i veri tired le.. think i slpin nw!!yesh!! ha!! ok i go le.bye!

=>messy...<=
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2/02/2005 10:59:00 PM
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my day

ha... well.. my second post for de day.. shall makeup for the previous few days of no meanin posting..ha!!! well... as i have said earlier.. i skipped de first lesson in de morning.. and in de end.. i skip all.. stayed at hme...... why?! coz kana physco by Mr YuanRong.. wat de... ha.. he skipped his lesson too..ha!! coz overslept..haha!!!..den play Solitaire Showdown with him play till i ki siao.. haha!! keep losing.. den play until i so slpy.. and he dun let me go slp... suan le.. but i manage to catch some slp..haha!! rest..whOo!! and i finish a plate of maggi mee!! so happy.. haha!!! den slp in de afternoon for a while..den wake up.. studied 10mins of microbiology... den go bath..ha!! den went out!!! went 2 JP juz to buy sushi which cost me $4.60 and a Ice Vanilla reg at $6!!ha!! had a craving for these.. tats why.. buy le..den go hme...den happily eating away..haha!! coz finally i can bite a bit le..haha!!! but will be abit pain.. den these few days have been takin my antibiotics n painkillers with empty stomach.. so now.. gastric is comin 2 haunt me..ha.. cham la..haha!! tml.. gt 2 go collect my precious fone!! so happy..ha!! actually 2day already can collect le.. but..ha!! i was waiting for de call.. den i was readin thru de invoice...den i spotted a mistake... a mistake in my hp number.. haha!! suppose 2 be 9***7901 but... they have 9***7091.. ha!! so.. i called their cust care line..and check for my hp repair status..and found out it is ok le la.. ha!! so lame lo..haiz... no wonder...haha!!! coz they say.. earliest by 2day.. lastest is tml.. whOo!!haha!!! den after eating.. start 2 rot ard..watch tv... and oso chat lo.. den ask de heartless Yikloong send me songs... den he flooded my msn.. causes my poor msn 2 keep hanging..ha!!.. fun izzit?!ha.. i bite!!! ha!! den after tat... Bowei start bombing me qns on double bass... ha!! and i duno..so ask de kind Yikloong help ans..and i go study my CPPB... den i study till fed up.. start copyin answer instead of tryin myself..haha!! forget it.. i still gt 1more wk 2 study..ha!! but.. tml is my excel quiz n thurs is my microbio.. ha.. never touch.. de worse is.. my microbio.. de notes.. so clean.... no notes at all.... hw 2 survivE?!haiyo.. den halfway oso chatted with my cousin, Hongyu/Ben/David..haha!! he too mani name..ha!!his chinese name.. Hongyu.. den he call himself Ben.. but... his army officer prefer 2 call him DAVID!!!haha!!! chim yah?!~haha!! den was tokin abt hw lousy is SP..ha!! and oso.. there is no T13!!!haha!! whywhywhy!??!~ i oso duno.. he oso duno.. nevermind.. den oso chatted with Sabrina... ha...oh.. no...is Petra..she change name le..coz she baptise le~ha!!!yah.. think i shall update till here la.. nw already 125am... tml lesson at 8am..ha!! somemore Mr LAM!!! ha!!! later he nag again.. i can sei le..haha!!! think gtg le..ha!! byebye bloggie.. love ya...

---------->>sOmEtiMeS*LovE*jUst*aiNt*EnOugH<<----------

=>my day<=
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2/02/2005 01:10:00 AM
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Tuesday, February 1, 2005

updates..

feelin much more better nw le.. haiz.. but still i missed foods.. HOT n SPICY food... Laksa n Meesiam.. oh man!!! flood with all de samba chilli!! whOo!! make me so higH!haha!!! err.. siao le..haha!!! spicy food makes me high..haha!! crazy. kkk.. well.. nw feeling realli much more better.. coz at least i finish eating my maggi mee juz nw... ha!!! well.. shall blog la.. coz so long never blog le.. kk.. i will start from Saturday....

went 2 IMM with Xinjie.. coz my phone suddenly no sound.. so decided 2 go send for repair... but i still cant realli tok.. so asked Jie 2 help me do de toking..haha!!! den i so scared when takin de bus lo..ha!! scared someone will come n knock me on my mouth..haha!! think too much le.. den suppose 2 go for service on sat.. but i never go.. coz.. i was tinkin.. so mani ppl.. so scary..ha... but still i went on sunday la.~haha!!! well..den after tat.. went back hme...coz de IMM Best Denki ppl say.. no replacement fone for me if send for repair..den somemore need 2-4wks.. den they ask me go dwn 2 Panasonic main office... so.. after tat.. went hme lo.. but before tat..we went mini toons den we bought a handphone holder... veri cute lo.. den actually is gloves... so it comes in a pair.. so i took 1.. Jie took de other... den went back...den on de bus.. tokin abt wisdom tooth... and other teeth issue... den suddenly Jie's tooth bleed.. duno why oso.. den she veri kan jiong..haiyo... den so fast lo.. reach hme le.. den she actually wanna go CC use com.. waste money.. so i told her.. come my hse.. haha!! use my brother's laptop..coz he nt at hme..ha~ so she came.. den we rot lo.. den after tat... we went 2 CO at ard 650pm.. but before tat we went to Gekpoh.. get some bbtea~ha!! coz i need COLD stuffs...ha!! den after tat go CO.. den Mr Ng ask me play Double Bass.. haiyo.. he best lo.. throw me de fingering.. score... den de score in notes..ha!! i duno hw 2 read.. so he change 2 numberin for me.. den ask me play..haha!! i clever leh~haha!! den we play n play ard... den Jie veri sian.. so ask her play zhongruan..ha!! she same as me.. first timer... she first timer in zhongruan.. me in double bass... den i teach her de fingerin for zhongruan lo.. den after tat we start exchanging with each other..haha!! crazy... den after tat..went hme lo...

den Sunday.. went 2 Clarke Quay... coz gt SP River Raft Race... den SPCO performing.. suppose 2 meet Qiantong at 8am.. but i was late.. reach onli ard 815am... den after tat... we went 2 de performance place.. rot a while.. den i go walk ard... saw Yuxing, Pangyi n Minzee.. den saw Jiewei n Junjie oso.. haiz.. den tok lo.. den de idiotic Jiewei come li siao me.. purposely tok 2 me in a veri kua zhang manner.. open his mouth so big.. den say," RONGPING!!! NI ZHAO~!" haiyo.. den make me so angry n laugh oso... coz his mouth already veri big.. den he enlarge somemore juz 2 li siao me..haha!!! so BIG!! whOops!!... den i buay tahan.. den i was helpin carry de conductor stand lo.. den i tell him 2 help me carry.. den he say no~...ha!! so bad.. so i duncare le..den juz carry it and juz walk off..ha!! den de performance place.. haiyo.. pathetic small.. haiz.. half de CO ppl under de sun.. ha~ wat if it rains?!!haha!! den after tat.. .finish at ard 1 pluz.... den went back with Liling... den after tat.. i rush 2 church for service.. well.. i missed de praise n worship.. but.. i never regret going~ it is great~ha!!! den after service.. i went 2 look for my members lo.. den after tat.. i feel so tiring... n giddy.. coz i haven had ani food intake since Friday 230pm till then.. so i went hme with Weiling n Baihui... den reach hme.. i rot..ha~ den cannot tahan.. den my dad cook porridge for me.. but den too hard.. still cant eat.. den went over Gekpoh.. den my mum ask de person cook those veri soft porridge for me 2 swallow lo.. den reach hme.. finish swallowing.. den rot in front of com again la.. den after tat... sms n sms non stop lo..haiyo.. think my bill goin 2 burst this month.. all thanks 2 de mei liang xin de Yikloong..ha!!! n he even wanted 2 stop me from slping and chat with him coz he formatting his com.....haiyo.. den i manage 2 escape~whahaha!! den he sms me again at 3am.. tell me he juz finish formatting.. n goin 2 install other stuffs... haiyo.. wake me up lo.. bth.. den lazy 2 reply.. slept..whOo~ aha!!

monday morning.. go clz.. i was eaRLi!!!!!!!!!!haha!! den Jialin laugh at me coz i earli..haha!! den after lesson.. went 2 Panasonic care centre repair my phone lo.. den they replace me with a old fone.. ha!! panasonic GD92... den they sae... i can onli get back earliest by tues... latest by wed lo..haiz... so sad.. i miss my fone.........!!!!!!!!!! haha!!! kk..

den 2day.. suppose 2 go sch la.. and i wake up at 9am.. if i go prepare..i will reach sch by 10am 1 lo.. but.. i dunwan go.. coz i hungry..haha!!! den so.. i skipped de mornin lesson AGAIN!!! but never mind.. 2day i am covered by MC~ so even if i nv go..2day my attendence will still be taken lo!whOo!haha!! den think later most probably going for math lesson n microbiology lesson ba.. but.. haiz.. microbiology.. so boring.. dun feel like going...

well.. nw.. another thought start coming up.. well.. in SP.. there will be another new course comin up.. it is Diploma in Music & Audio Technology... the course is someting tat i have always wanted ever since before i set my mind for Diploma in Chemical Process Technology... and now.. i realli gettin realli veri tired of DCP... so tiring.. so demanding.. and so haiz.. ok.. den a thought came.. thinkin of quitting DCP.. go 2 DMAT... ha..i realli duno.. my mum is strongly against it.. tat day.. was tokin..den told her gt this new course..tat i realli like... den she scolded me....and say... " u already wasted ur 1 yr studyin in sec3 again le..den nw u wan waste another yr.. go another course.. stop wasting my money!!! my money nt for u 2 waste liydat 1..." i hear le.. i jitao.. sadden..... haiz.. i dun mind wastin 1 yr of my studies.. but.. what she minds.. she cares too much on her money.. haiz...and oso her face ba.. ha.. i duno.. suan le.. haiz...shall see how.. maybe i will quickly finish my this DCP..get a diploma.. den go study tat course lo~ha!!! yeah!! ok.. think shall end here le..bye!!

=>updates..<=
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2/01/2005 11:10:00 AM
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